The Master Cleanse: Day Nine

From up to down with a toilet break in between

Earlier…
I feel like an energiser bunny today! The perfect word is “manic” actually (no cute images of pink, fluffy rabbits bouncing up and down annoyingly rather a too bright to look at rotating orb of fire. Yup. That’s me.) I feel like my mind is expanding beyond the limits of my skin – like it can’t contain me, like I’m exploding out my pores! Everything’s speeding up. Can’t sit still enough to grab hold of the thoughts in my mind. Best high ever. No anxiety. No fear. No pressure. A constant surge of brilliant creativity. Just life and me and I am fuller than I’ve ever been, fuller than I could ever imagine it was possible to be. Can’t hold on to anything and don’t want to. I am in the flow. I am going (and going and going). I am perfect.

In between…
I really don’t like laxative tea I’ve decided. Pain in my tummy and lots of plops and mini explosions and urgency. Doesn’t feel very natural. Better out than in though as my mum always said!

Later…
Low battery… almost flat… running on empty… losing focus… hollow inside… no more steam… fizzleing out… I look at my face in the mirror and I look tired. Blackness under my eyes. The fasting face is not the face of vibrant health. That comes later. Maybe not today though…